Love you, Peanut Pants

Yep, Peanut Pants - that's what I call him, not sure why but it's been his nickname for a long time.

Tomorrow morning he is being admitted to the psychiatric ward of our local Children's Hospital. I hate that we are going down this road again but each time I learn more and am better able to deal with what comes next. Now we know that April and May are hard for him - he was in the hospital Mother's Day last year.

I wish he did not have to go through this, that his mind could be rid of all the ugly that lives there. I would never want to spend a minute in his head but if it would make him live in peace, I would in a heart beat.

Little Man, I love you and I hope you are home again soon.